Here is a short list from MSN regarding organic baby products. Check them out and see what you think. Although I am not in the having a baby stage of my life yet it’s always good to be on top of these subjects because I am in the Auntie stage. It’s always good to have more knowledge! Some of these products, like California Baby and Organic Puffs, can even be picked up at Target!
I even love the idea of products from The Honest Company. You can visit their website and choose from diapers or products for a free trial *only costs S&H* to see what they have to offer.
Towards the end of last year I decided that it was time for a change. Time that I started really going after what I desire. What I’ve always desired. Agriculture. Horses, cattle, you name it. I’ve loved the ranching style of life since I was little. There are even pictures of me on tractors and riding ponies at the fair.
No matter how much I loved it as a kid, there was always something that made me think there was no future in being a cowgirl. Afterall what kind of money does that profession make? It’s a crazy idea to want to be a cowgirl. Especially when no one within the last few generations has been anywhere near a farm or ranch.
It’s something that I’d have to be born or married into. At least that had been my thought for the last twenty something years of my life. And how lucky had I not turned out to be. I’m sure my family thought that it was just the musings of a little girl fascinated with horses. There are times even now that I think they still do. That I just like to play cowgirl.
It couldn’t be further from the truth, however I can see where they might get that idea. For the most part I feel like I have just been playing cowgirl. I go riding when I get the chance, if a friend offers. I haven’t been to a rodeo, or even seen cows in almost a year. I’ve let the passion I once had as a little girl sit on the curb.
A change is needed. I was raised to believe that I can do anything I put my mind to. So why haven’t I? Why have I let doubt creep in? I’m better than that. I’m better than just letting time pass by as I sit pretending to be content.
This year will be the start of a new path for me. A path that will be the less taken. As Robert Frost put it;
” Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference”
Thanks to my friends for keeping me inspired by their words and actions and pushing me, sometimes literally, towards my dreams. Sometimes a good kick in the butt is what’s called for to shake me out of what I’ve settled for. And realize that I can do it on my own, like my parents always told me I could. I’m not waiting for it to fall into my lap anymore.
Ever have that feeling you’re not doing what your suppose to be doing? I have that feeling a lot. Mainly because I know that I am not doing what I should be doing. For instance, did you know that I have always wanted to visit and maybe move to Australia? It’s one of those “dreams” that I have. A lot.
The biggest of these “dreams” being in the Ag industry. Somehow in the timeline of this dream I have been detoured by, well, myself. There can be a lot of excuses made as to how I let this happen. But that’s the key word right there, let. I’ve been going along with things all wrong.
At the time it didn’t seem so awful. Helping others, giving of myself so that other people could do the things that they needed to do. Doubting myself. Believing at times that I just couldn’t do it on my own. That I either needed someone else or wasn’t qualified.
I’ve come to the conclusion that all of my doubts were wrong. I need to start believing in myself more. Wanting it more. I use to think that I wanted it. But I haven’t been enough. I’ve got to buckle down and just go for it. Take the leap, let go and see where I land.
I don’t know how long that’s going to take but I know that I’ve got to do it. I can’t keep procrastinating. I’m better than that. So why should I let myself believe otherwise?
It always seems this time of year that there are a few non-believers doubting Santa Claus’s existence. My little nephew even came home one day with the same question. It brings me back to this original post in The Sun from a little girl named Virginia who asked a question because at school she had been told that there was no Santa Claus. This is the response she got way back in 1897 that I still believe holds true today with the Facebook and social media buzz of Random Acts of Kindness.
There is a pile of posts I have awaiting to be published but I figured before the New Year I should at least get something out as my final post for the 2012 year of somewhat unsuccessful adventures. I’ve been picking up my game these last few months. Been daring even and gotten out of my comfort zone. Or so I thought.
Then I made a Amazon Kindle purchase and realized I’ve still been holding on to things I should probably have let go. Do you ever find yourself doing that? Reading something and nodding along? I have to laugh at myself when someone can so boldly state things I already know.
Yet it takes at times an outsider stating it to make you snap out of what you think your reality is and give you the opportunity to see what it can be. I’ve found inspiration in several blog posts from Jesse as well. It is all helping to prepare me for the New Year. I’ve turned 30. Hit a milestone per say and am looking forward to what this next year will bring and most importantly what I will bring to it.
I plan on challenging myself more. Valuing myself more. Believing in myself more. And just digging my heels in and giving it hell.